Does it ever seem like everyone is avoiding you...? Well thats what I have been feeling lately! Maybe its just the paranoid me or something. Or maybe it is ME who everyone is avoiding... I mean we used to have conversations with our neighbors frequently but now its like they go in their house and dont come out. And like my mom doesnt even call to chat with me or come to visit.. I think shes only seen Sage 5 times, and Sage is going to be 1 years old in 1.5 months. I dont understand. It used to bother me alot before but now I guess I have just gotten used to her being absent from our lives... I dont know if its that she disapproves of us not going to church or what...I feel like alot of people judge us for not going to church....which just irritates me and makes me dislike the religion that much more. My phone has been pretty silent except for a few friends that are actually friends and call me. I rarely hear from family! Oh well at least my friends are there for me and my family. Well I take it back Tonys mom and I have a fantastic relationship...I can tell her anything and not fear of what shes going to think about me or fear she will be mad. She calls me almost daily to just Chat. And she trys to visit at least once a week if not more. She enjoys being with her grandkids and me. She is planning on having a me and her day just shopping and doing girly stuff. At least I get that kind of mother daughter interaction with my mother in law. I rarely see or hear from my dad. He is working alot and spends waaaayyy to much time with his Hispanic ward "family" and not his own. That ticks me off to because then he complains that he doesnt have enough time in the day to finish everything. If he would quit spending time with them and more time with his own blood then his relationship with them would greatly inprove. I dont even think my parents know how many teeth Sage has or if shes even crawling now. Any advise on how to cure this problem with them would be awesome.....and dont try to sugar coat everything and say "well thats who they are" or "thats just how they do things".. uh uh no! Thanks for reading.
4 weeks ago